summertiiiiime

so i'm getting really excited for the summer! (and ignoring the fact that it's only february) i'm excited to spend time cleaning out (weird, i know) and going through all the old stuff in the attic at home - i'm thinking about even starting over spring break. i want to find creative things to do with it all - memory books, quilts from old tshirts, i don't even know (i can't quilt or even sew, but whatev, this post is all about dreams haha) and then i am reallllly excited for europe. maybe i'm being a bit idealist and romantic, but i can't wait to be there and just relax and experience it. and maybe even stay in St. Tropez ---> for free with all the celebrities haha

and also stay with kasey's family in vienna!

but more than anything... ITALY!! yesssss :)

for now it's back to homework... but soon enough i'll have (about 100000) pictures of my own!

life with senioritis

so i think i'm a pretty lousy blogger. i don't know what the best way is to chronicle my life - i have a tendency to be too introspective when i write, and honestly, that's not the purpose of this blog. so anyway, here's a taste of what life currently looks like for me...

this semester, i am experiencing senioritis to the fullest. i am fully unmotivated in my classes, i've been procrastinating all my work to the extreme, i sleep for about 10 hours a night, and im constantly running late (that might not be anything new haha). in fact, i've experienced quite a regression recently in my bus riding habits.

it takes a few years to become a bus riding connoissuer - but by junior year, i believe i had truly mastered bus-riding to centennial campus - it's a delicate art. but now, in my last semester, i have come full circle. i am a bus connoisseur who somehow is always running to catch it. i'm not even kidding - i run out of wolf village to the bus, sometimes i park on a road near centennial and then run to the bus stop, and other days, like today, i really shame myself, by running all the way to frat court to catch the bus after i miss it. seriously, i ran down varsity drive today... backpack, purse and all, to catch the bus at the last second. i've even had a conversation with the bus driver about how i'm always running to the bus haha. yep, full circle. it's like my greatest accomplishment of the day when i am able to make the bus...

but on the flip side of the procrastination and lateness catastrophes, i've been enjoying the new found freedom, even when i don't know what to do with it haha. but for the first time in a long time, my life is starting to look a little more like what i want it to be - having time for people and relationships and even relaxation. i'm still fulfilling my responsibilities (reluctantly) but it's just so freeing to have free time! (imagine that!) it's encouraging, because i'm always tempted to say that i'll do things 'when' - when the semester is over, when i start a real job, when i finish this project... but that gets old quick and only leads to inaction.

no day but today : )